Cewbeagappic

Beady Belle Cewbeagappic Lyrics
1.When my anger starts to cry

Hello psychologist, I've come here to talk
There is a thing I need to figure out
And please don't question me cause then I might walk
And will not make out what it's all about

It's my mentality or maybe my heart
And I don't know if I am weak or strong
When someone does me an injustice it starts
Then I turn feeble and my drive is gone

'Cause I start feeling sorry for the nuisances
And I start feeling sorry for myself
And I start feeling sorry for this stupid situation that appears
When my anger starts to cry

What is the reason that I crumble and sigh?
That I don't dare to be the angry one?
The thought of hurting someone just makes me cry
So I avoid opposing anyone

'Cause I start feeling sorry for the nuisances
And I start feeling sorry for myself
And I start feeling sorry for this stupid situation that appears
When my anger starts to cry

'Cause I start feeling sorry for the nuisances
And I start feeling sorry for myself
And I start feeling sorry for this stupid situation that appears
When my anger starts to cry

I feel like a bull in a big arena
With matadors profiting from my death
I know what's to come is distress and pain
As I feel their agitated breath

I'm being scam over and over again
I'm just trying to hide my fright
I know that my passivity will cause me pain
But still I don't dare to fight

'Cause I start feeling sorry for the nuisances
And I start feeling sorry for myself
And I start feeling sorry for this stupid situation that appears
When my anger starts to cry, cry


2.Hindsight

I couldn't see this coming
Until I saw you running - away
I never would expect to fall
And then I realized
I shouldn't be surprised at all
At all

Too late to understand
Too late to be upright
Too late to comprehend
'Cause this is all hindsight
It doesn't make any difference, oh

I should have had presentiment
Anticipate this accident
How could I been so very blind?
I probably denied
What was going on inside your mind
Your mind

Too late to understand
Too late to be upright
Too late to comprehend
'Cause this is all hindsight
It doesn't make any difference

I would not believe
That what I did achieve
Was just to make you leave
But I never did
Care about your need
But now I do indeed

Too late to understand
Too late to be upright
Too late to comprehend
'Cause this is all hindsight
It doesn't make any difference, oh

Too late to understand
Too late to be upright
Too late to comprehend
'Cause this is all hindsight
It doesn't make any difference, oh


3.Big balloon

I'm an expansive, blown up balloon
But my swollen bag contains only gloom
With my last exhalation I sing a dismal tune
I am a big balloon
I am a big balloon
I am a big balloon

I'm a flutterring helium balloon
I will rise up in the air this afternoon
Tonight I'll cause an eclipse of the moon
I am a big balloon
I am a big balloon

You blew me up
You had me punctured
You mended me
Refilled me
Administered
Artificial respiration to me
Now I've forgotten how to breath by myself
I've still got my valve in your mouth, oh
I am a big balloon.
I am a big balloon.

I'm a flexible, pliable balloon
With a constantly extended volume
I think I'll explode very very soon
I am a big balloon
I am a big balloon

I'm a hollow, straved balloon
Within me there's a reverberant, empty room
So you have already left me, I assume
I am a big balloon.
I am a big balloon.

You blew me up
You had me punctured
You mended me
Refilled me
Administered
Artificial respiration to me
Now I've forgotten how to breath by myself
I've still got my valve in your mouth
I am a big balloon.
I am a big balloon.


4.Moja jedyna

(Interlude)


5.One and only

I don't think it would be right
To call you the one and only
I had many lovers before
I might even have loved them more

I don't think it would be right
To call you the one and only
I cannot tell yet
Coz we have never met

I don't think it would be right
To call you the one and only

I don't think it would be right
To call you the one and only
All I know is that you might be
The reason why I'm lonely

I don't think it would be right
To call you the one and only

I don't think it would be right
To call you the one and only
I cannot tell yet
Coz we have never met

I don't think it would be right
To call you the one and only
All I know is that you might be
The reason why I'm lonely

Polish Part :

Nie jestem pewien
e to tylko ty jeste moj jedyn
Miaem przecie duo innych przed Tob
I czasami wydaje mi si, e kocham je wicej ni ciebie
Nie jestem pewien
e to tylko ty jeste moj jedyn
Ja jeszcze nie znam prawdy
Przecie ci nie znam
Jeszcze ci nie widziaem
Nie jestem pewien
e to tylko ty jeste moj jedyn
Wszystko, co teraz chciabym ci powiedzie
To jest to
e najprawdopodobniej przez ciebie jestem
Samotny


6.Shadow

I can see your shadow every night
From the lights of your window
Reflecting on the pavement outside my door

I know when you're crying
I know when you smile
I know when you're sleeping after a while

I know what your movements are
I see when you dance
And I'm a big jealous when you have a romance

Shadow, shadow
Shadow, shadow, shadow

For me you're a shadow
Or maybe a dream
I know that reality is not what it seems

I sit in my window
With a glass of wine
I know that forever you won't be mine

Shadow, shadow
Shadow, shadow, shadow

I can see your shadow every night
From the lights of your window
Reflecting on the pavement outside my door
My door


7.On The Ground

Sorry my Love I can't help you
You're stuck on that mountain I can't
Sorry my dear I can't hear you
Your shouting is simply in vain

You climbed up there yourself
And didn't need us then
Now you lie on your shelf
Crying crying for a friend

But here on the ground we're happy
Doing our everyday things
Playing the games
You hated my Love
The games you rised above

Sorry my Love I can't save you
Air ribbons caused you to run
Sorry my Dear I won't fetch you
That inside is nothing like fun

You said we had nothing to teach you
Claimed it was time to move on
But your head got stucked in deep blue
You wanted it wanted all undone

But here on the ground, we're happy
Doing our everyday things
Playing the games
You hated my Love
The games you rised above
Here on the ground we're happy
doing our everyday things
Playing the games
You hated my Love
The games you rised above

But here on the ground we're happy
doing our everyday things
Playing the games
You hated my Love
The games you rised above
Here on the ground we're happy
doing our everyday things
Playing the games
You hated my Love
The games you rised above


8.April Fool

This is only a paper moon
This is only a toy story
This is all just a cheap cartoon
Yet somehow, somehow I worry

This is only a wind-up car
Only made for costume ball
This is only a candy bar
I guess I'm not drunk after all

It's only an april fool
The truth is disguised
I wish I could stay as cool
When reality bites

This is only a one night stand
So tonight I'm your wonderland toy
Should be easy to understand
You're only, only a fantasy boy

This is only a paper moon
This is only a toy story
All the magic is over soon
And I am, I am so sorry

It's only an april fool
The truth is disguised
I wish I could stay as cool
When reality bites

It's only an april fool
The truth is disguised
I wish I could stay as cool
When reality bites


9.The Ambiguous Song

(Interlude)


10.Bella

When bella came home she wasn't recognized
She must have changed a lot she realized
She feels new
She feels strong
She feels young
She can do
What she wants
'Cause her past
Has disappeared

Her life is an open book
With no demands
Bella is grateful for the
Golden chance

To rub off her mistakes
And regrets
From tonight
She'll break loose
From restraints
By starting over

Bella
Bella's at the point of zero
Starting from the outset tonight
Bella struttin' like a hero
Celebrating that she's leaving tonight

Tonight
Tonight

It's like a fairy tale
A time machine
Bella forgets who she has ever been

She's reborn
She's rebuilt and refilled
She is torn
From her past
And tonight
Is her renaissance

Bella
Bella's at the point of zero
Starting from the outset tonight
Bella struttin' like a hero
Celebrating that she's leaving

Bella
Bella's at the point of zero
Starting from the outset tonight
Bella struttin' like a hero
Celebrating that she's leaving tonight

From tonight she can be anyone
But will never take the part of bella
She has no history anymore
She has no present
There is no future behind the door
There is no substance

Bella
Bella's at the point of zero
Starting from the outset tonight
Bella struttin' like a hero
Celebrating that she's leaving tonight


11.Who Switched On The Darkness

(Interlude)


12.Wounded Pride

I'll kill your peace of mind
And your dignity
Your good name will decline
Incredibility

What I need is revenge
For the wounds you made
This is our delay defense
I punish your betrayel

Who is the victim
Who is a friend
Who is taken prisoner
Who built the fence

I kling to my self-esteem
And will not forgive
Now I know it's spiteful and grim
I pursue to the sea, so

Who is the victim
Who is a friend
Who is taken prisoner
Who built the fence

We've sacrificed everything
What we share is gone
We walk around suffering
All alone

Once it was you and me
We were so much in love
But because of our jealousy
We killed that dove

Now all that's left is our pride
Determined not to forgive
We stubbornly stick to our side
While we forget to live, so

We are the victims
All that's lost
All this malice started
We lost our trust

Agony in me
Misery


13.September

Tonight
There must be people who are gettin' what they want
I let my oars fall into the water
Good for them
Good for them
Gettin' what they want
Gettin' what they want

The night is so still that I
Forget to breathe
The dark air is gettin' colder
Birds are leavin'

Tonight
There are people gettin' just what they need
Tonight
There are people gettin' just what they need

The air
Is so still that it seems to stop my heart
I remember you in a black and white photograph
Taken this time of some year
You were leaving against a half-shed tree
Standing in the leaves the tree had lost

The night is so still that I
Forget to breathe
When I finally exhale it
Takes forever to be over

Tonight
There are people gettin' just what they need
Tonight
There are people gettin' just what they need

Tonight there are people who are so happy
That they have forgotten
To worry about tomorrow

Somewhere people
Have entirely forgotten about tomorrow
My hand trails in the water
I should not have
Dropped those oars
Such a soft wind
Such a soft wind

Tonight
There are people gettin' just what they need
Tonight
There are people gettin' just what they need
Tonight
There are people gettin' just what they need
Tonight
There are people gettin' just what they need

Tonight